So, what's it like to be you?

wowwwww its been a long time since i updated. i'll try to start again more often, i just forget usually.

i don't know whats happened since the last tiem i wrote, so i'll just start with today.  history regents wasn't too bad, except for a few stupid multiple choice questions that i had no idea and had to take complete guesses on.  physics is thrusday. i tried studying, but i don't even know where to stary. i'm hopign pat's approach of just finding the formulas and doing the math will work, but i'm not so sure about that for some reason.
once thats all over, i guess summer will officially start.  its weird though, because i've already been to the beach and jsut been chilling so much that it already feels like summers been happening.  i can barely sit down because of all the sunburn, and i already have a tan, which is weird because that doesnt even normally start for me until at least mid-july.  maybe this will make summer seem longer..

91 on my english research paper that i completely bsed and still dont relle know what my thesis was. werd to me =)

hm so anyone wanna hire me..?

so today was pretty gay. i'm not gonna lie. for those of you who know why i'm pissed, yeah. for those of you who don't know, i don't really feel like sharing with the world.

well after this morning's fiasco, i basically had a chill day and did nothing to relieve stress from the week/be relaxed for the SAT tomorrow. basically using any excuse to do nothing, ya know.  i went out in the caneo all my myself today which was kewl. i don't know why i never have before, it was so peaceful listening to the birds and just the wind and of course the horns and squeaking brakes of montauk highway, but you get the picture.

i was a good cousin tonight and gave up my friday night to go watch stephanie play softball.  totally the star of the team, might i add.  i felt like a 35 year old 'soccer mom' because i started getting way too into the game.  everytime someone got a hit (rare) i would get way too excited and clap and yell if they got an out/run.  i don't think that was good. 

*stop being an old lady lauren, learn how to be a teenager. *

SATs tomorrow. i should be more nervous.  we'll see.

good luck kids!!

Alright so I'm aware its been pretty much a few months since my livejournal.com craze.  But I think I'm gonna try to restart it up. We'll see how long it lasts.

Quick Week Recap:
Monday: I dont remember.  your off to a great start, lauren.
Tuesday: Badminton match against St. Doms. Basically a joke and I didn't even get to play. So that's about all.
Wednesday: Cut badminton practice because I just wasn't in the mood, then felt guilty about it the entire bus ride home.  * hangs head in shame* i listened to cotton eyed joe for about 15 minutes straight though so that made me feel better. ah, the simple things in life.
Thursday: EFQ

Today: (yeah, thursday)
AP English Test. Highly probable that I might have tried to shoot myself had a weapon been in proximity.  It was hard, and I don't care what the hell anyone else says.  I hate the people who are all fake and try to play like they're the smartest person to ever walk the ap road because, of course, the test was too simple and, oh, of course they got a 9 on every single essay even though they went on retarded tangents about stuff that was completely irrelavent.  No names, please. Anyways.

i lost my match against OLMA. pretty mad at myself, but it happens i suppose.  i got some crap on the back of my shirt though and was told by every single member of the team about 2034706 tiems each. it was wonderful
 
PS: Coldstone is way overrated

someone remind me that i want to start writing in this again. tonight, maybe.

crappy week. crappy weekend. what should i have expected?


me and The Man went to see danielle move a bench across the stage in Fiddler on the Roof at esm on friday. we couldnt relle see her, but the play ended up being really good so it didnt matter. it was relle long but it didnt matter. ps jason harden has a dirty mind. and i swear the tree was fake, it was too green.

anyway, yesterday was boring beyond belief. i'd like to say i enjoy sitting home alone and spending time relaxing and just being alone, but that would be a lie. i watched Friends most of the day. then everyone was busy at night. danielle had the play again. kt was at mikes. rob was at lizs with her and lee. everyone else was non existant. so instead i sat home alone and watched The Ring and freaked myself out even though i can practically recite the words to the movie.

my mom made me a sundae cuz she knew i felt kinda crappy and bored outta my mind. it was nice. and relle good.

SAT class this morning. i got most of the practice questions right, so i think im doing pretty good. we'll see on may 6th.


yehh.

way to keep up with the updating lauren.

been busy for a change lately. and i kinda like it.  got a break from badminton today which was nice, but now i'm home bored and have no motivation to work on my Morality project.  i always have such good intentions during the day about stuff i plan on doing when i get home, but it never quite seems to work out.  i dont know what to do about that.

this weekend should be a really good one. not gonna lie, i'm pretty excited for it.
mainly saturday morning because i get to sleep in, which i havent gotten to do in weeks.  don't you dare call me before 11 on saturday. 
i will have to disown you as a friend.  :)


i decided that i really like my friends.  i wish i saw them more.
why do the weekends have to be so short?

so gotta love the weekend. this really had been a long week so i'm glad this weekend is turning out really well.  yesterday i went shopping and got my dress for junior prom.  i won't give out details about it but i loveeee it so much.  i hope the prom turns out better than i'm imagining, so we'll see.
after that, kt was competing right at longwood so me and jason harden went to see her.  she did so so good, as always.  me and jason harden got alittle bored during the time when she wasn't cometing, so we were making up some games hahaha. we played "What Am I Thinking?" in which i swear The Man can read my mind or something.  i've played this game many times before, and no one ever guesses Venezula as fast as jason harden.

-oompa loompas-bird poop-we are the champions-chair-17-quantum physics-Hong Kong-

then we started that game where you name a famous person with a first and last name, and then the next person has to say a person thats first name starts with the last name of the other person...hahah yeh its so fun but its kinda hard to explain i guess... lol

so anyways after that i came home and Rob came over :) he spent like an hour finding the most embarassing pictures and stuff possible in my room and making fun of me.  hes so nice : ) lol at least he didnt leave after seeing my yearbook picture from freshman year though..haha
ok so then we finally conquered one of man's biggest mysteries...we learned how to play Parchessi.  it wasn't fun though because Rob didn't let me win. its basically a combinations of Trouble/Sorry/Monopoly with wayyyy too many rules and wayyy too long of a instruction paper and for some reason the number 5 is like sacred. but at least we know how to play now, unlike most of the world.

-Headbangers Ball-Boob Job-That' So raven-SNL-midgets?-SurvivorMan!-Cosby Show-

they need to get some better stuff on tv these days.

ok im so behind on this thing. my last update was tuesday, so ill try to sum things up from there.

prayer day - potato soup - stale bagel - psychics - deal or no deal - one in a lifetime SJB early dismissal - 3 hour bus ride - sweet home alabama - school school school

ok ill stop there because now i'm up to tonight.  i didnt relle plan on doing anything at first tonight because i was pretty tired.  i had planned on just having a Friends marathon with myself for the night because i'm a bum anyways.  but then leighann ended up bored too so we randomly decided, 'hey, lets bowl.' 
so we didnt go till like nine and played one game for over an hour haha.  we didnt feel like spending money on extra games because bowling is getting ridiculous, so instead we bought the largest sodas possible and just sat and talked the whole time. 
rob stopped by at the bowling alley for a bit :) hehe. i swear he was my good luck charm, the only reason i got my one strike is because he came.  heh. anyways, not too much exciting other than that.

i don't feel it necessary to repeat my scores for public shame, although i did get that one strike!

**I WAS ON TV TODAY.  EVERYONE MUST WATCH PEOPLES COURT ON CHANNEL 2 ON MARCH 28.**

heheh yeh i'm FAMOUS.

i havent updated in awhile, but now i'm really going to start making an effort again since Rob started one of these too. hehe : )

first day back to school today.  nothing too excitign there, although i nearly got the life scared out of me in the first five mintues of being at school.  ok so this sounds disgusting, but i swear i have no idea where it came from.  ok so i walk over to my locker and put down my million bags because i'm a bag lady during school. so i open it up, and this nasty beetle thing crawls out right where my hand was and runs across my locker and over toward steven loehrs.  (he was scared too, i saw him jump) i like screamed and jumped back because i touched it when i was trying to run away.  it then proceeded to run up toward to ceiling and then i just stopped caring about it as long as it was far away from me.  i have NO IDEA how it got in there, i've never even seen ants or anything in our school, let alone in my locker. i didn't have any food, only a bottle of water and books.  maybe it was a water beetle....?

other than that, not much excitement to the day. we watched the stupidest movie in physics (yes, they make movies about physics. and we think it was a comedy..?) anyways, it actually made mroe sense to me than arikian does so i did pay attention.

so i'm continuing my new obsession with reading lately.  although i'm started to get messed up because i'm reading three at once at the moment.  i finally finished Choke by Chuck Palahniuk which was amazingg and Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown which was amazinggg.  i'm trying to get through A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man by James Joyce, but it is by far the worst book mr. lynch has asigned yet.  but while i'm trying to get through that, i started A Million Little Pieces by James Frey and 1984 by George Orwell.  i think i'm gonna finish A Million Little Pieces first since its a library book and Pat lent me 1984.  you might not get that back for a little while Pat, i'm sorry lol. i promise to read it though!





and Hi Rob!  : )  hehe

                <sub>Hi Rob =)



^ ^ ^ i beat him at Battleship ^ ^ ^

tehe</sub>

List of Things to Do Before I Die

2.  Become an Olympic luger.

List of Things to Do Before I Die

1. This

i'll add more eventually.

i keep forgetting about this thing. highlights of the past two days?

amber brought me an orange for physics yesterday. i carried it in my blazer pocket for hours, and was getting so excited for 8th period. so i started peeling it, and think to myself, 'this is no orange.' we then came to discover that it really was a tangerine. tangerines are NOT GOOD. if thats not disappointment, i dont know what is.
i finished reading the Scarlet Letter tonight. amber told me the ending, but i still wanted to finish it and all because i'm not a good liar. the only book ive ever been assigned that did not even make an attempt to read was The Prince by Machiavelli in 9th grade, and i still feel guilty about it and cant look Mr. Carusillo in the eye. why was i cursed as a 'good girl'? it was weird though. i was a strong opposer to the book all the way, but at the final chapters, i got so into it and actually enjoyed it.
i went to friendlys with my parents tonight. me and my dad are such corny 5 year olds at heart. whenever we go out to dinner, especially Friendly's, we have this sick obsession with the stuffed animal machines. once we hear that music, we go crazy and start rummaging our pockets for quarters. my mother refuses to take part or contribute to our game, so we each usually only get one shot. of which we never win. but man, gotta love that rush.

Well the infamous English Regents has finally come to an end. I don't know if any of you SJB kids had Mrs. Balling freshman year, but the night before Part One I was having flashbacks to the first day of her class freshman year.  She was telling us that our first two and a half years of high school were going to fly by, and before we knew it, we would be taknig the English Regents.  I remember thinking, "Holy crap, this lady is scary," but also, "thats not true, its so far away." But guess what. She was right. So other than those freakin manatees, the test wasn't too bad. I cant complain.

So last night. My parents and I. Had an hour long conversation going on. Between american idol commercials. About the properties and functions of mascara. It all started because I was thinking about mascara and asked my mom how it actually lengthens your eyelashes and makes it seem like theres so many more.
Its a good thing my dad is not a woman. He is convinced that 'messiara' gets glopped on so much that eventually it just adds an inch or so of glop to the ends of your eyelashes. And extra glop gets stuck in between them and makes it look like theres more of them. Go back to sleep, Dad.


but there was only one truth about forever
that really mattered,
and that was this:
it was happening now.

yeh, of course i had to make some referance to manatees, considering its probably the biggest joke in new york state today. can't complain though, it was easy enough. tomorrow shouldnt relle be any worse either.

there's some insurance guy at my house right now, talking to my parents. his voice is relle irritating and loud. my parents just told him that they think i'm sixteen 16. "Oh wait lawrence, she turned 17 remember?" makes me feel pretty good about myself. and now hes talking about my life expectancy. isnt this fun.

Mom *yelling from the other room*: "omg lauren, what happened to our room?!?"
Me: "um...i cleaned it?"
Mom: "but...why...?"
Me: "i felt like it?"
Mom: "since when do you clean your room?"

man, she has alot of faith in me.


 thatswhatsupppp: manatees?!
SinggIttBackk77: hahahah
thatswhatsupppp: but
SinggIttBackk77: madd easy
thatswhatsupppp: i am on my way to savethemanatees.org